"Wherever you are, whatever you do, be in love"

This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin

You tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in

And now you're outside me

i feel everything,

in waves and pulses ricocheting and turning over and turning around and circling, tickling all over my insides

this is never good or bad, but is

There's one thing I have to say so I'll be brave

You were what I wanted

I gave what I gave

I'm not sorry I met you

honestly, its rough for me to be honest but when internal hurricanes subside at least im now on solid rock.. although i wish you were the rock, not the sweeping away

Friendzy Frenzy

Falling out of touch with all my

friends are somewhere getting wasted,

hope theyre staying glued together,

I have arms for them.

my close, close loves i love

and really i still feel uncomfortable knowing this, but i am so done with a lot of things

including... competition, edge,

im so peaceful on the necessity of acceptance and arms, a thousand different intertwines and webs and talks talks talks talks

except not yet, cause we go on pretending

its like Everyone wants Everyone to stop pretending first. But when no one is brave enough, even I am fooled, and then I am the only one pretending, he is the only one pretending, and she is the only one pretending. And we are all pretending alone.

I am pretending!

Now I hardly know them

and Ill take my time Ill carry them over, and Ill make them mine.

"Life, that gorgeous quality of life, is not accomplished by following another man's rules. It is true we have the same hungers and same thirsts, but they are for different things and in different ways and in different seasons.. Lay down your own day, follow it to its noon, your own noon, or you will sit in an outer hall listening to the chimes but never reaching high enough to strike your own."